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A Sea of Words  It all started last night. Nick and Lucas where up visiting and last night was their last night. So I decided that I was going to hand out with them all at the apartment. Well got talking to Seth told him that I need to drive to Ellsworth the next day before going to work to get to my bank. He said he would come with me if I wake him up in the morning. So we go out to my house grab clothes, then on the way back stopped at the store and they grabbed some munches. Well by the time we got back we had for gotten, or I should say Seth forgot to pick up Craig his Cancer Sticks (cigarettes), and was all upset and went into his room saying he wasn't feeling good. What ever... So I get to play a couple of games of magic with Nick and Lucas which was great because I haven't played magic in such a long time. Tracy came up and visited for a bit. Got to watch us play and try to remember herself on how to play. Then it was time for bed. I realize with both of the boys being there that there was no where for me to crash and sleep. So I asked Seth if he wouldn't mind if I crashed in his room for the night. He made the upset sound saying it was alright. I am feeling bad already that I had to ask. So yeah I went to sleep still in that light sleep mood. Waiting for the other person to come to bed. Well I was woken up twice by the boys because I was in light sleep mood. Which sucked when the alarm went off at 8. Not only did this suck buy I had realize that Seth had stayed up the whole FUCKING TIME!!! So needless to say he wouldn't be giving me any company for the ride up and back to Ellsworth. Not to mention it had been snowing. So yeah pissed off about not getting enough sleep. Upset that I let myself be fooled into thinking that someone would be with me for a bit, and it was snowing and I had to close the store this night... Sigh.. So yeah made it up and back to Ellsworth with out to much trouble. Only fish tailed a little bit. Nothing to be to concerned with but just be careful mode. That is until I got on I95. ARG!!! Ok going north bond on 95 crappy. I get up to Exit 184 the one off to Union and Ohio Street and there had been a big accident. Ok, so I am in the fast lane and hit my brakes and fist tailed a bit, couldn't help that because of everyone in front of me doing the same thing. Then I look up in my rear view mirror and the huge FUCKING 18 wheeler that was behind me is now sliding side ways with his trailer coming at me... Yeah fucking panic... Well let just say since I am writing this me and my car was no creamed by the 18 wheelers trailer. He managed to pull out of it and passed me in the slow lane. So yeah looking forward to this day being over. Current mood:  exhausted.
I know its been a while since I have posted. Honestly everytime I get the urge to type about anything, I just don't want to because that lovely feeling of getting everything out has past. So yeah a lot of crap and bull shit has happen since I have last posted. Lets see had issues with a couple of friends... Don't want to mention who the fuck they are, but yeah leave it at that. I hate work. First they are great with giving me raises and hours. Now they are bunch of jerks again giving me really piss poor hours. I don't know what to do any more. Work just sucks in general. I have had little one back now. He is going back to his daddy's soon though. Always a sad thing. Shrugs... But little one is now into Skating. It has been really good for him. I think he really enjoys it. It is a Hockey program that he does every Sunday. He is slowly getting there. Still needs a walker to get around, but slowly getting him self off it. :) Well as for looking to other men.. Yeah I almost want to go MEH!! One I was interested in was a bust. Stood me up. Blah... Now another guy I am interested in I don't know if he is really interested in me that way.. Sigh.. So yeah that is life right now. Just trying to make it buy with all the screaming interferences coming at me at very angle. So yeah.. Blah. Current mood: gloomy.
Ok, I know I haven't posted in a really long time so heres what happen so far. Well my job is finally gotten better. I am getting more hours working over in the Orono subway then working for Broadway. There was also maybe making me an opener at on or two stores. So finally yeah. I have also met someone off face book. Of course the guy is kind of far away. Sigh.. But we had our first date and saw Death Race. That was fucking awesome. Now we are meeting up this Saturday to four wheeling. Oh, and I got over my fear of kayaking. I had fun. Little one loves his school he goes to. So all is good for the moment. Current mood:  hopeful.
Boo... Yup that is it. Boo! Current mood:  crazy.
Lets see.. Job sucks, yeah that sums up for that. I am tired, did lawn work for mom. Jilian did her wedding thing. It went well and she was glad it is over. Drove her up to logan airport and back. That was long. Visit with grammy, besides that everything is just peachy right now.a Current mood:  blah.
Ok, some good news for a change. I had a interview with Holly Wood slots today. This coming Monday I have an interview with Penquis for child care. So hopefully everything will be churning around here soon. Current mood: cheerful.
Tell you why I friended you Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc. you know, something degrading. Tell you something I (dis)like about you. Tell you a memory I have of you. Or for you, my implanted memory ray is almost perfected. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours. In return, you must post this in your LJ. Current mood: calm.
Ok, I haven't posted in a while, but honestly I don't want to keep posting about the same stuff. So it will be short. Work: I HATE IT!! FUCKING JERKS PRICKS AND SO ON AND SO FORTH... Its my fualt that nothing gets down. I am not the perfect sandwich maker they want so I am being screwed for hours. Arg!!! So I am currently trying to get another job. With help someone should me job openings at Penquis Cap. Three or four openings in child care. With fourty hours a week. That would be great. Expect trying to get hired. I have called, stopped by, and gotton all kinds of different answers why I haven't heard anything. The two last things I heard was that I could talk to the person who was recruting this past Tuesday, and I was told that none of the jobs have been filled yet. I called, and they told me I would be getting something in the mail. ARG!! Then today when I went to drop of another reference to go with my resume, they told me that there were quite a few applications the person was going through. Great just great. Finding a place. Well I am screwed right now. I have had a lot of help from people letting crash here and there. I even stayed at a stupid motel and got ripped off for staying there. Sigh... I am really stuck, and if I can't figure how to get myself out of this, then I might have to move back home again. Not what I wanted. So sorry ment to be short, but got to rambling... So that is fing life right now. Just fucking peachy. Current mood:  tired.
Yup. I found a little run down motel to rent weekly by. Yeah... It is called the Cozy Inn over in Brewer. So hopefully now that I am up here I will get more hours. Yeah that is it. Current mood: accomplished. Current music: Star Gate. Ok, fing work is just Peachy... I got pulled over for my stupid inspection. BUT the good this is I only got a warning.. No stupid ticket. Oh, I got a tip at Subway today. I mean YEAH!! I got it from the really grumpy guy. Plus I manage to get to work, and back with out it stupid storming out side. If it was storming like they said it would, I wouldn't have gone to work.. Ick. Plus I got Shaun easter Stuff. Joy. Money I really don't have. Sigh.. Oh well. So yeah just Peachy... Current mood: restless.Current music: Shaun looking at his cards.. |
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